PAST

PAST!!is the word that is in my mind..sitting here suddenly make me think bout my past..i really dun understand why it suddenly pop up..i hope that i can forget all my past which only could make me feel sad and give up!!
I really dun understand why sometimes people like to use me as their toy??
When they need me they will call me,but when they dun need me they just easily pretend that i dun even exist in this world..I noe dat and i noe how to face this kind of people...
It is unfair...Yes,it is!!Sometimes i had tried to become a good friends but it seems dat i do it for nothing,they even never say thank you to me!!
Some,not all..only some of my best friends know how to appreciate(sorry 4 the wrong spelling)and know how to thank me..
Maybe this is my faith..a faith that cant be change anymore,a faith that GOD give me to learn how the real life is...its not easy and its not simple..
Not every wish can we get...so do I..sometimes i wish that i can be a good person...but,now F**K You very much!!yeah,F**K you very much..since the song now is on TV..LOL,it really inspired me u noe??its not always good to become a good person..i really disappointed with what i had wish for..
Now I wish what I should wish...a wish that will make me become a good person...a wish that can always make my life become happier!!
Now,i really thank GOD for giving me a chance to learn more since some of my problems with my X friends...they all S**KS!!!!
Hate them..soo muccchhh!!
But now,i love them...thank you for giving me a chance to change myself!!
Oc then,my eyes gonna shut down..hhha
Nitez guys..

Posted by : Milk